In Walking with Gosse,
I asked whether my sense of wonder in looking at Nature was different to that
experienced by Henry Gosse. For Henry, it was confirmation of the extraordinary
power of the Creator, whereas I feel astonished at the results of evolution and
my lack of understanding of the time scale involved in progressing from the first forms of life to those we
have now. I had no need for a supernatural explanation.
Having read John Shea’s interesting article Grasped by God in Nature in
The Jesuit Post, I approached him for his view on the question I had
posed. John is a Jesuit and also a Biologist with a PhD in Parasitology. This
is what I wrote to him:
“My interest in Henry Gosse, and his famous son [Sir]
Edmund, developed into a book entitled Walking with Gosse: Natural History,
Creation and Religious Conflicts, where I used autobiography to link their
biographies, as all three of us share similarities and differences in our
approach to religious belief and to Nature. So, now I come to my question. I am
an atheist (but definitely not of the proselytising kind) and wonder whether
the thrill which I get from looking at living things is different in quality to
the feelings which were so important to Henry Gosse. As your appreciation is
also clearly enhanced by your religious belief, are my feelings of a lesser
kind? Of course, I realise that there is no definitive answer to the question,
but I would be interested in your view. I think that Natural History is one of
the great soothers, as you point out in the closing section of Grasped by
God in Nature.”
John replied:
“You ask if the thrill you get (as an atheist) from
looking at living things is of a ‘lesser kind’ relative to someone with
religious beliefs. As you correctly note, there is no ‘definite’ answer
to this question. It’s difficult (impossible?) to make comparisons among
individuals’ subjective experiences. If I had to guess, however, I would
say that each of our experiences and feelings of awe are generally the
same. But we interpret them differently.”
So, from this helpful dialogue,
I conclude that my question can have no answer, but that we can all experience
awe in Nature and that feeling is qualitatively similar whatever our religious
beliefs. It is a good feeling and one that we can all share and maybe I’m right
in promoting it as something we can used to overcome barriers and conflicts?
John then pointed me to an
article on Aweism by Phil Zuckerman, which
I had not read before. It gives a perspective that I found valuable and I would
like to highlight a quote from the article:
“I am often in a state of awe. Granted, this isn't a
perpetual state of being. I don't constantly walk around with my mouth wide
open, my jaw slack, and my eyes brimming with tears of wonder and elation. My
heart isn't constantly expanding nor is my spine perpetually tingling. However,
I do regularly experience awe. How often? Can't say for sure. Sometimes it
comes from being in nature; sometimes it comes from interacting with people;
sometimes it comes from drinking beer in Scotland, reading Tarjei Vesaas,
listening to Nick Drake, walking along the Kattegat Sea, or picking up my kids
from school. Sometimes it comes from contemplating existential mysteries. Both
the mundane as well as the profound can, at random times, stimulate a feeling
of awe. But whatever the source, it is a feeling that constitutes an integral
part of my life experience and is a central pillar of my identity.”
So, as Phil Zuckerman remarks, the sense of wonder in Nature
fits in with the other sources of awe which we all experience. He continues:
“Aweism is the belief that existence is ultimately a
beautiful mystery, that being alive is a wellspring of wonder, and that the
deepest questions of life, death, time, and space are so powerful as to
inspire deep feelings of joy, poignancy, and sublime awe. To be an aweist is to
be an atheist and/or an agnostic and/or a secular humanist-and then some. An
aweist is someone who admits that existing is wonderfully mysterious and that
life is a profound experience.”
Although I don’t like the term aweism, it explains these amazing
qualities of life that we all enjoy and which bring emotional refreshment. We have these whether we believe in a God, or not. It’s all down to the
explanation which we wish to give to our experiences of awe, while recognising
the universal human propensity to be deeply moved. Nature brings us together,
but our differences over the interpretation of the awe that we feel in Nature
can drive us apart. Why can’t we be inclusive?
With thanks to John Shea - see more of his articles at: http://thejesuitpost.org/site/author/jsheasj/
Grasped by God in Nature:
http://thejesuitpost.org/site/2012/04/grasped-by-god-in-nature/
Walking with Gosse: Natural History, Creation and Religious
Conflicts (2020) e-book.
P.S. The photograph at the start of this post is of Henry Gosse - I look rather different. Henry was a fascinating man who deserves our admiration.